Updates and home truths.

Hello everybody,

 

I have not blogged since June 2nd 2015.

I’M SO SORRY!

I have a lot to confess. Maybe, I should change the name of my blog (haha)

I have finally lost my virginity (the experience was not of the best believe me) I’m being brutally honest, I focused so much on how I hated being a virgin etc that I lost something so true and real to me on a drunken night out.

I would still like to blog about these things and am hoping to blog more (if you guys would allow me to) I have a lot of opinions on abusive relationships etc as I have just witnessed a close friend of mine come out of one.

I have missed all of my followers and have seen that I have some new ones, hello to you.

Leave me comments.

Amanda

xoxoxoxo

 

A love story

As he pulled up in his lush black car, I couldn’t help but feel the butterflies in my stomach. I entered the car and gave a brief ‘hello’. He looked better than I remembered. I was nervous. This wasn’t like me. It was just meant to be sex, nothing else. But I couldn’t stop these feelings. He put his hand on my leg and told me how beautiful I looked. I fell for it. I believed every word. We scrolled through his phone and watched some funny videos and I couldn’t help but stare at his curly locks. They mesmerized me. He lent in and kissed my lips with his, soft and slow. His hands ran up my face and he held be passionately.  My stomach started to dance. He lifted his hand up my top and grabbed my breast whilst still kissing my face. I wanted him. But not like this. We didn’t say much after. Just lay there cuddling. It was nice.

Amanda

Mobile Phones

Sometimes, I wish I could go back to the 50’s where mobile phones weren’t invented. Society may have been messed up but at least people spoke to each other about it.

I’m not gonna lie, I am one of ‘those ones’ who’s usually on their phone. Mainly to check Facebook, Twitter, Instagram etc. However, I’m not ignorant. If somebody is speaking to me then I will put my god damn phone on the counter and engage in the conversation. Even going to visit friends has become ‘let’s just sit in bed, not talk and scroll down the same news feed 50 times whilst looking at our phones’ It’s pretty boring.

I love my phone, it’s useful at times but I know when to limit myself. If I’m walking down the road alone then of course I will use it but I don’t agree in using it 24/7.

Also, relationships. Mobiles have ruined relationships. There are now apps where you can stalk your loved one. How weird can it get, I mean really. Mobiles know how to do almost everything, I fear that one day the world will be powered by electronics. It’s funny how one tiny device can ruin your life aye.

Lastly, I don’t dislike mobiles, in fact my mobile is my baby. But I have a cheap mobile in my draw that I haven’t turned on since November 2009 and it still has full battery. I’M JUST SAYING. Our day can be limited because we need to rush round and find a charger, seriously, a charger can ruin your day, JUST TURN THE PHONE OFF!!

Just be careful when out on the streets, make sure you’re always aware of what’s going on around you because one text can be enough to put you off guard. AND WHEN YOU’RE AT A FLIPPING MEAL PUT THE BLOODY THING DOWN.

I’m out.

Amanda

xoxoxoxo

Cheaters.

I have a really close male friend, who always used to tell me things. However, we kind of drifted and I got close to another girl who knew him too. I also know his girlfriend. THIS IS WHERE IT GETS COMPLICATED.

My friend and him are sleeping together behind his girlfriends back but my male friend doesn’t know that I know.

I just don’t get it. Why do people cheat? I’m not going to be sexist and just assume that it’s always males that cheat because it’s not. Relationships these days are so pointless and things are only going to get worse if we don’t start putting our private parts away.

If you don’t want to be in the relationship, then why are you? It’s literally that simple. MAN UP and just admit that you aren’t happy. Believe me, it’s better to end it than to cheat because when your partner finds out oh gosh you’d wish that you never did it.

I just feel like you can’t trust anyone in the world these days. Why would I want to be friends with a guy who cheats on the girl he’s supposed to ‘love’. Just imagine what he says about me behind my back.

What are your thoughts?

Amanda

xoxoxox

I could get used to this.

As I refresh my email, I see loads of notifications from this site. It’s amazing to know that people are actually reading my blogs and I’ve only been on here one day. I love sharing and reading all of the things you guys write too. Also, my name is not really Amanda, I just wanted to hide my identity on a site like this. I also, don’t have pink hair (such a shame). Anyway!! I’d prefer it if you all called me Amanda and tell me what you’d like me to blog about?

I could give you, relationship advice, tips, etc. Anything that you guys want to read.

Thanks

Amanda

xoxoxo

The crave.

As I lie in bed each night, I can’t help but wonder what it would feel like having someone next to me, just to cuddle. Nothing more. I literally feel like I have the worst commitment issues you could imagine! It’s terrible.

Even when it’s summer my tiny single bed feels like a lonely river of ice. Oh dear.

I wish I could meet someone, or better yet, have a teddy to cuddle up to on these lonely nights.

Amanda

xoxoxo

Pressure into having sex

Teenagers in this generation sometimes feel like they have to fit in to be considered ‘popular’. Wrong. As we get older and technology becomes more apparent we start to realise that ‘Love’ is no longer an issue. Now for me, growing up, I always pictured meeting the man of my dreams, getting married and having children. But it seems that as I log into these social networking sites like Facebook, Twitter, Instagram etc, I am swarmed with messages from guys asking me to ‘Come round and chill’.

First of all, Don’t feel like you have to do anything you don’t want to.

Secondly, don’t just jump to conclusions and think they only want your mother of saints. Some guys do actually want to ‘Chill’.

The most important thing is… If somebody tries it on with you and you DON’T want to do anything then DON’T, if they continue to pressure you then LEAVE.

I feel it’s important to raise this issue because having sex is not ‘cool’. It should be kept private for a start.

There have been many times when I hit it off with a guy and somehow the conversation always leads to talking about sex. SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX, SEX. 5 years ago that meant Male or Female. But now we’re constantly talking about the different types, ORAL, FOREPLAY, POSITIONS. ETC. BOOOOOOORING.

Sometimes, I just wish I could go back to the 50’s where we didn’t have things like porn. I mean, a doctor isn’t going to anally fist you whilst he’s giving you treatment for piles is he? No, just unrealistic.

The most important message girls (and boys) is to be yourself. If you meet someone they will love you for you and won’t care if you make them wait. If you like sex, fine. If you don’t, fine. Who cares?

Amanda

xoxoxo

Welcome to my blog

Hello, howdy, hi. 

 Welcome to my blog. I’m really shit at stuff like this but thought it would be fun to try something new. As you can see the title of my blog is ‘Virgin Girl’. Don’t go asking stupid questions like ‘Are you a nun?’ ‘Are you saving yourself?’ the answer is no. No I’m not. Clearly, I’m just really ugly or have a smelly VJ who knows?

On a serious note, I don’t even know if anyone is going to read this blog. But it would be cool if they did.

I have set up a twitter page @VirginAmanda people must think I’m mad.

Anyway, welcome.

xoxoxo